If I Pretended

Look at the way I smile.

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I added new colours to my nail polish collection and I painted my nails white (: & its a success ! I never thought I could paint opaque colours so properly. I told Ben bout it and he doubt my skills, damn him! I helped Bestie with her nails too, that clumsy woman can never have her nails properly done, idiot ! We went swimming last nigh but .. LACK OF MOTIVATION LARRR! Swim for awhile onlyy. HOW?! Getting very fat. *shake head*

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Hellooooo, im back to talk bout my friend again, We're like over the moon cause the long awaited arrival of the tote bag that she customized and ordered it online finally arrived! And I really really want to thanks her for everything! She's too good to be true! Let me show you the bag she got me and of course she got one for herself (:

Seeee! Very cuteee and sibey sweet for her to do this right?! Love her to the maxxxx!

This is the bag we planned to carry whenever we go swimming but I abit she bu de to use it. Damn!

OHHHH, and that stupid camera that we bought, the aqua one. TMD, haven use spoil liao. Dont know if the problem lies on us or the camera. Maybe its us, cause we're too fat to handle such fragile stuffs. Haiyayaya.

And SIYING, to me you're perfect tooooo. (i give up searching for pictures). Although you suck big time, it doesnt matter (:

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Hello!

Im happy today although I was quite irritated by the train system in th morning. One of the trains gave problems and it was super packed. Dont know how to explain I just hate MRT. Okay so .. my make-up brush set arrived (: I can do my vampy make-up for tomorrow's pole showcase. Yess! Oh &I finished the mini donuts Bestie got from JB. I didnt finish all by myself, I shared with my family and friends okay! Then I found out that Bestie & I had the same flavoured donuts ! Cinnamon!

Did I mention that Bestie got me nail polish too? I tested it last night and to my surprise, its was quite good for a cheap cheap two dollar nail polish. I used to have troubles painting my right hand nails cause im right handed & whenever I paint my right hand nails, I screwed up every single time. But last night was miracle (: Was super happy that I managed to paint my right hand nails with my left hand, Im in love with the colour too (Mangosteen red), Best choosed it for me (: She know my taste quite well uh. Btw, nail polish's from Etude House. AquaCamera arrived too. But our cute cute bag, Bestie overslept and missed the postman. Too bad.

looks like orange in the pictures but its red.

Anyway, Best's sleeping over at my crib tonight! We'll go swimming & then paint her nails for her. Hopefully, we'll be able to wake up early in th morning to have AhKun breakfast. Love the half boiled egg & the kaya+butter bread. Especially the butter is super TOK GONG! Best said that she'll follow me to class, hope she dont break her promise!

Most importantly, I looked forward to the Laurier's selecton for the ARE YOU A SHOOTING STAR contest. Fingers crossed. I also look forward to how the pictures will turn out (AquaCamera). And how my showcase will go, the Kotex WOW contest ( not sure what siit tho). Ahhh, my life's so occupied now. Love it this way (:

AND lastly, ive got a Mucocele (Myuu-co-seal). A mucocele is a swelling in your mouth. It can happen when a salivary gland is injured or blocked. You have many salivary glands in your mouth. They secrete saliva. Saliva is made of water, mucus and enzymes.Saliva moves from a gland into your mouth through tiny tubes called ducts. Sometimes, one of these tubes is cut. The saliva pools at the cut spot and causes a swelling, or mucocele. These swellings commonly occur inside the lower lip. They also can be found in other places inside the mouth, including the roof of the mouth (palate) and the floor of the mouth.Swelling also can occur if one of these tubes is blocked and saliva backs up in the tube. If swelling occurs because the submandibular duct is blocked, the mucocele is called a ranula. A ranula is quite large and appears under the tongue. ITS ALL CAUSE BY ME FOR BEING A LIP CHEWERRRR!! FML! I dont know if I wanna go for surgery cause its not cancerous. But if it dont grow any bigger then im fine with it. Ccb, hate this. Well, will see if it grow bigger. Hais!

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i went swimming again with Bestie last night (: was quite breathless last night, no idea why. but here are some pictures.

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the more I think of it, the angrier I get! fucked up brains you have, babe. you have nothing better to then make people's life miserable? Seriously, do yourself a favour and do us a favour. complaining and complaining. its freaking annoying, do you know that? hate hypocrites? you're one yourself. you always tell me say you treat me like your daughter, crap, is this the way to harm somone you treat like your own daughter. Fuck you! I never want somebody like you to be my mum, you bitch! you call this helping me? Fuck you again, retards know it you're doing this on purpose. I feel sad for ya, you've got too much free time to let your thoughts run wild. you always think that people out there got motive (dont know what lanjiao motive also). you think that one simple comment that is made, is a threat to you. You read in between th lines too much, actually thers nothing at all for ya to read larr. you know how scary it is to know that you can actually read something into something that never ever crossed their mind? you think everybody's so free to think so much bout how to harm you? its just a conversation betwen friends. i wonder if you got split personality, sometimes so nice, sometimes you're just a hard face bitch. no, you're one big backstabber! you often tell me, its not good to criticize people, then what bout you? havent you been criticizing us too? saying that we're selfish and stuffs? cmon, why you take things so hard? can say we always disturb you sommore. then when we dont talk to you, you got something to complain again. what the fuck you want?!

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Title : Pictures of Me & Bestie.

we very loving right? we go everywhere together (: yeaaa, we're the go-toilet-together type of bestfriend. she go toilet with me is to help me take my stuffs when I do my hair, do my make-up. Thats why I love her so muchy muchy! Heee!

Bestie will be heading down to Msia today, but im not sure what time. Damn, im left to rot in the office without her crapping with me in facebook or over the phonee ):

Speaking of office, I really hate it here. Seriously, people who're 'round my age. DONT WORK WHEN YOU CAN STUDY! Working life is better than study life? Bullshit! I know what yall are thinking. Work got money what? Got money means better than study mey? Study parents keep nagging huh?

Well, in working life, your colleagues dont even bother to tell you whats your mistake, they stab you in th back. The most innocent thing you commented on, they'll get offended. Then they pretend as nothing happened then fucking hell STAB YOU IN THE BACK AGAIN! The things they use to stab you in th back varies from zoo to eyelashes. Yes, that scary. You think that when you treat people nicely, people will treat you nice too? Crap. Seriously, crap! In working life, you'll meet people that in your entire life, you'll never expect to meet. Ridiculous, bitchy, backstabbers, complainqueens, paranoid, sensitive, selfish AND stupid. Ive learned so much in this year. Ive met people I never expect to meet. Secretaries, the bitchiest group! My close friends will know why I said that. *chill running down my spine* Scaryyy.

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I think my life's getting interesting. With Bestie around, life's AWESOME. Love those swimming session with her. Cant wait for the arrival of our new Aqua camera. Then we'll be able to snap those crazy moments ! We planned to do up a photo album of our swimmimg sessions. That would be cool ! Its gonna be something classic ten years down the road ! Love the idea. Oh yes, then we'll also be getting this three lens lomo camera. These cameras are so cuteee .. I want them all. The next one im aiming for is the barbie lomo. Pretty (:

my favourite BarbieLomo2!

three lens lomo (:

this one above is no other than our new AquaCam!!

& we participated in the Laurier's ''ARE YOU A SHOOTING STAR?'' contest. If we get selected for the contest, we can have th polaroid camera. Im sibey the excited for the results can? Pray hard, fingers crossed, I hope we'll get selected cause cause Bestie love that polaroid camera so much ! I want her to be happyyyyyy!

& for poleee, I havent decide on which soundtrack to use, havent yet plan my routinee, but for now, i'll show you guys what I have been doing with pole..

this is a gemini.

this is a nicer gemini (:

tammy.

a bat. very proud of my bat cause it took me hell loads of courage to do it.

hip hold (:

Yes, pole dancing is painful but I love it (:

I just realised that I left my camera in my office, shall continue tmr. I want to sleeep, nights (:

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Pole three is coming to an end. Im kinda worried for my showcase coming up this Saturday. The theme is twilight. TWILIGHT!! I dont know twilight ): But mainly, im afraid that I cant do my moves properly. Ribbon, corksrew and spiral(?) gave me a burned wrist. I can hardly do bow and arrow. What else? oh yea wrist sit, im still trying. & i must remeber to do craddle in this showcase, aiyarrr, i'll plan my showcase's routine...

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Title : I love my best friend.

Shit, I forgot to bring my camera to work. Wanted to upload some photos, sucks! I love my best friend. Sometimes, I feel very guilty. Its like I havent been putting enough effort in this friendship. She have been sweet enough to buy my gifts from time to time, write me a letter and stuffs like that. I admit that im not thoughtful enough to buy her something she'll like or use it. She's always the one making an effort to remember the things I mention I wanted and if she happen to see it somewhere, she'll get it for me. She got me present on my birthdays. Damn, I cant even recall if I got her any presents on her birthdays. I failed as a bff ): Im lucky to have a friend like her. Very lucky that she understand my character. Im sorry, Best .. for not being thoughtful enough but I love you, I really really do.

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I dont have porcelain skin. I dont have the perfect figure. Im just another girl who cry herself to sleep at night, who gets butterflies in her stomach when her lover says 'Hi, Beautiful' Just another girl.

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I choose to live the second phase of my life as a pole-addict.