If I Pretended

Look at the way I smile.

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Ya ya ya. Everything also your brothers your brothers. I only have one precious day to get off work. & I wanted to spent that very precious day with you. Go swimming then sit around and talk like there's no tmr. Whats so difficult. You meet your brothers every single day. You meet me once a week pleaseee! I know I should be understanding that your brothers come first. But cant you make an exception for. Just once?! & all I do is sacrifice my time, my sleep and everything for you! You cant even spare a few hours for me lor. PEOPLE GIVE THIS JERK A ROUND OF APPLAUSE AND ME TOO, FOR BEING SUCH AN IDIOT! You think Im like you schooling people? Fancy enjoying school holidays? & have all th time to yourself?! I cant! Im a seventeen year old girl and I dont have time to myself! Cause I dropped out of school and im fucking hell working! Every single holiday is time for me to sleep, eat and watch tv! Not to drag myself all the way just to meet you for an miserable one hour or two! But just for you, I did everything! Nothing beats you! NOTHING. If I get my ass out of the house, I want to hang out as late as possible. The reasons why Im going crazy bout all this stupid issues cause I feel like you're treating me like thrash! Whats the use of keeping my cool trying not to get angry you? But I bet you didnt even realised it. You said you wanted to sleep i said okay when I used to bug you, pestering you to talk to me. You took for granted, you took me for granted. You took granted of my easy come easy go temper. You know I cant stay mad at you for long & you took granted of that.

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I dont have porcelain skin. I dont have the perfect figure. Im just another girl who cry herself to sleep at night, who gets butterflies in her stomach when her lover says 'Hi, Beautiful' Just another girl.

Choices

I choose to live the second phase of my life as a pole-addict.