If I Pretended

Look at the way I smile.

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Greetings love ones !! I just cracked my neck and it sounded like a monster's burp. But it feels so damn good. But I shouldnt be feeling good. I have been a bitch. I have to stop doing this. Its the second time and if I dont stop, more people will get hurt. Using other people to ease away my own emptiness. I need people to talk to me, pamper me, care for me etc. constantly. But Im not doing the right way. Selfish bitch, yes, me. I need to put a stop to all this crap. Damn !! I lack of shoppings and camwhoring. I want new clothes, new pictures and most importantly a pole.

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I dont have porcelain skin. I dont have the perfect figure. Im just another girl who cry herself to sleep at night, who gets butterflies in her stomach when her lover says 'Hi, Beautiful' Just another girl.

Choices

I choose to live the second phase of my life as a pole-addict.